I often wonder how different life would be right now. What could have been.......if you weren't born with a CHD........if you hadn't died.
Would you still be friends with Handen? Would you now be friends with kids in our neighborhood your age, Alyssa, Tyson, Adalin? What could have been......your favorite sport, book, music? What could have been.........food you love and hate? I only know what was, a tiny 2 year old girl. 14 would be so much different. What was......hospital stays, surgeries, "meddies" and poles. Wiggles and Shrek and cold dogs and ice water. Buzz and Binkies and babies and Vi. You will always be this little person to me.